Genesis by Bernard Beckett
Spoiler-free
It's been almost three weeks since I finished this book, and every time since then that I sat to write down something about it (which admittedly wasn't quite often), I would stare at the blank page, and feel unequipped to do the book justice yet. I didn't have the right words for it yet. Tomorrow I'll try again, I told myself, more times than I can count, was it procrastination? I am not sure. But here we are, I have finally managed to try to put my thoughts and feelings about this book into words (I want to say on paper but as you can see....)
Let me start by trying to describe the book first, without giving away anything that might potentially hinder the reader experiencing the book in it's entirety. The book starts with Anax (Anaximander) going into 'The Academy' to take part in an oral examination (I had pre-exam jitters!!) on a topic of her choice, to enter the said Academy. The Academy is said to be one of the most prestigious institutes in the Republic. Some people may bristle at how much the world is borrowed from Philosophical works, specifically Plato's Republic, but I was, am quite ignorant here, probably having lived under a rock most of my thinking life, and hence haven't read or heard much about Plato's Republic, a shortcoming on my part really, but it in no way hindered my understanding or enjoyment of the book, at least I think so, but then again to quote the book itself
You think you're the end of it, but that's what thinking is best at: deceiving the thinker.
As the examination progresses, so does Anax's understanding of herself, of the Subject she had chosen to study, and most of all why she had chosen the subject at all. We get to take the journey with her, and a subtle theme I found weaved throughout the book was, 'Pay attention to what you pay attention to.' There were of course more overt themes examined i.e. what it means to be human, is pure thought something we should strive for, would a world populated by beings of pure thought and no emotions or empathy be rational as one would expect it to, and what it means to be human in the age of AI. Another quote from the book that stands out in this regard is:
Are you saying a society wracked by plague is preferable to one wracked by indifference?
Give this a read, if you want to follow a more introspective journey, of the Anax trying to understand herself , of trying to understand why she sees the world the way she does and much more. I also feel compelled to mention this was quite a short book, as books go, but in no way was it lacking on ideas, or lingering thoughts. As Adam said when trying to explain what made him human:
"I am not a machine. For what can a machine know of the smell of wet grass in the morning, or the sound of a crying baby? I am the feeling of the warm sun against my skin; I am the sensation of a cool wave breaking over me. I am the places I have never seen, yet imagine when my eyes are closed. I am the taste of another's breath, the color of her hair. "You mock me for the shortness of my life span, but it is this very fear of dying that breathes life into me. I am the thinker who thinks of thought. I am curiosity, I am reason, I am love and I am hatred. I am indifference. I am the son of a father, who in turn was a father's son. I am the reason my mother laughed and the reason my mother cried. I am wonder and I am wondrous. Yes, the world may push your buttons as it passes through your circuitry. But the world does not pass through me. It lingers. I am in it and it is in me. I am the means by which the universe has come to know itself. I am the thing no machine can ever make. I am meaning."
This book lingers. And that's the highest compliment I can give the author.